Stop milking my affection
Why don’t you sleep on it? I have my reservations about late night texts
Well that will teach you to text when you’re drunk. Wear those glasses, no one will question a thing
It’s a good word. We should, weather permitting, spend the afternoon in the park tomorrow
Then don’t leave until he is laughing. It’s unfair
I hope you’ve escaped with some dignity
Fuck that shit. We’re funny as fuck. As fuck
Thanks for coming. I’m glad you still like me
I am
This is not free form poetry or monologue. It's a collection of messages I have received over the last seven years. They are anonymous and abstracted - just a collection of words in time. They remind me of growing and change.
Tuesday 24 November 2009
Friday 20 November 2009
archive +1.9
My room is full off stuffstuffstuff everywhere. Rainforests of paper and menageries of things that I’m not sure I want to keep but don’t deserve the bin
I can’t give you that. Ill get a section four restraining order if I have to. Stay away from my children. Your sort make me sick
In fact I demand a more thorough analysis of your emotions. I’m going to keep you guessing about my availability because I like to tease
No I wasn’t and now you’re just being nasty so I don’t want to tell you
I don’t want any association with myspace. I will tell you once you remove it
I think I hate you, I feel abused. How could you do it to me? I thought we were fond acquaintances
Why the frustration?
Why wont you tell me?
Looking forward to it
You’ve threatened it so many times its lost all meaning
I can’t give you that. Ill get a section four restraining order if I have to. Stay away from my children. Your sort make me sick
In fact I demand a more thorough analysis of your emotions. I’m going to keep you guessing about my availability because I like to tease
No I wasn’t and now you’re just being nasty so I don’t want to tell you
I don’t want any association with myspace. I will tell you once you remove it
I think I hate you, I feel abused. How could you do it to me? I thought we were fond acquaintances
Why the frustration?
Why wont you tell me?
Looking forward to it
You’ve threatened it so many times its lost all meaning
Sunday 15 November 2009
archive +1.8
I thought I may stay home safe from rain and learn Elizabethan sonnets by heart
What are you doing?
Why don’t you just pick up your fucking phone instead of forcing me to send you these fucking messages.
Here
Going
Thank god
I’m there and can’t find anyone else fun
I’m a boy
I’ve never had any complaints
Reading about sewage and shopping for beds
More annoying things that I want you to do with me…
What are you doing?
Why don’t you just pick up your fucking phone instead of forcing me to send you these fucking messages.
Here
Going
Thank god
I’m there and can’t find anyone else fun
I’m a boy
I’ve never had any complaints
Reading about sewage and shopping for beds
More annoying things that I want you to do with me…
archive +1.7
I just got back from New York, I got sent over for a meeting. I’m going back on Wednesday
I just heard a chunky winky wail in the most awful fashion and thought she must be bleeding out of her eyes. Looked up and she was just happy. How sweet
I found a terrible one
The flowers go really well with my hay fever
But you don’t have to pay for it
In the middle of the night if it would help
Don’t go
Otherwise you will go and you wont be here
Go. I’m just being sentimental
Anyway
You’ve got to go now because you wanted to and if you don’t it will be like you stayed because I wanted you to and awkward and oh we better have a good old time because she stayed everyone
I just heard a chunky winky wail in the most awful fashion and thought she must be bleeding out of her eyes. Looked up and she was just happy. How sweet
I found a terrible one
The flowers go really well with my hay fever
But you don’t have to pay for it
In the middle of the night if it would help
Don’t go
Otherwise you will go and you wont be here
Go. I’m just being sentimental
Anyway
You’ve got to go now because you wanted to and if you don’t it will be like you stayed because I wanted you to and awkward and oh we better have a good old time because she stayed everyone
Friday 13 November 2009
archive +1.6
Actually I wouldn’t. Lets be friends for life. If you die first I want to eat some of your dead body
I want rock bulge sock in my greasy anal sock
That girl with a black mans face who said you should be a porn star actually has very nice legs
I fancy him
I don’t even know who this is
Panic
It was me and my sense of humour. Sorry
Do you even know who I am? It was me that called. I thought, if she gives me a pick up friend then I would have freaked her out. It worked
Are you coming?
I want rock bulge sock in my greasy anal sock
That girl with a black mans face who said you should be a porn star actually has very nice legs
I fancy him
I don’t even know who this is
Panic
It was me and my sense of humour. Sorry
Do you even know who I am? It was me that called. I thought, if she gives me a pick up friend then I would have freaked her out. It worked
Are you coming?
Tuesday 10 November 2009
archive +1.5
He is here. In Gaz’s. I’m sitting at his table and I just spoke to him. I have no words
When are you going to be asleep?
Bipedalism was a fundamental step in human evolution
(check for plagiarism)-fucker. Brilliant. Made my day
Oh so mysterious and perhaps enigmatic. A touch of schizophrenia. I’m sweaty
Do you have my essay on farming?
I just saw him for the first time since he dumped me. He came over and tried to have a ‘friendly’ chat with me in the middle of the rad cam. Smooth
Now he wants to have a coffee. Wanker
Oh yes oh yes. Whose cottage? What a fabulous idea
Because you’re my friend and I like you
Bloody rude
Far too honest, hit me to the depths of my soul. I’m in a huff. You can’t be too honest, unless it’s about money. I like honesty, intensity, whatever, thriving on your newfound embracing attitude, you dirty hippy. If you don’t say how am I supposed to know. I suppose I did know you didn’t want to talk to me recently. It made me feel all tingly and naughty inside, but now you’re back
When are you going to be asleep?
Bipedalism was a fundamental step in human evolution
(check for plagiarism)-fucker. Brilliant. Made my day
Oh so mysterious and perhaps enigmatic. A touch of schizophrenia. I’m sweaty
Do you have my essay on farming?
I just saw him for the first time since he dumped me. He came over and tried to have a ‘friendly’ chat with me in the middle of the rad cam. Smooth
Now he wants to have a coffee. Wanker
Oh yes oh yes. Whose cottage? What a fabulous idea
Because you’re my friend and I like you
Bloody rude
Far too honest, hit me to the depths of my soul. I’m in a huff. You can’t be too honest, unless it’s about money. I like honesty, intensity, whatever, thriving on your newfound embracing attitude, you dirty hippy. If you don’t say how am I supposed to know. I suppose I did know you didn’t want to talk to me recently. It made me feel all tingly and naughty inside, but now you’re back
Tuesday 3 November 2009
archive +1.4
Soho. He was wearing shorts
Garlic and shots. Madame Jojos.
I love shorts. I was commenting on how cool he was. Totally unlike me
He makes me shudder
Don’t be shy give it a try. Don’t be posh give us your dosh
Get to work
All I can say is that you set the standards
15 or 20
That boy. We both know his name. You must accept. And bring your hottest friend. Marvellous
So, tomorrow is world naked bike ride day. Lets give up the clothes
No idea why would we?
Garlic and shots. Madame Jojos.
I love shorts. I was commenting on how cool he was. Totally unlike me
He makes me shudder
Don’t be shy give it a try. Don’t be posh give us your dosh
Get to work
All I can say is that you set the standards
15 or 20
That boy. We both know his name. You must accept. And bring your hottest friend. Marvellous
So, tomorrow is world naked bike ride day. Lets give up the clothes
No idea why would we?
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