I think you should write a book.
It’s the best idea I have ever had for you. Start with a brainstorm
I’m on an endless drive in Fulham. I think your circumstances may be preferable. No doubt you and your reflection are smiling
Cool your boots, find a neutral place, you’re just living in your essay and soon it will be dead
You MySpack. Do I not even warrant a cynical and inappropriately punctuated text? You sound sad. I hope you’re not entirely. There must be a little ray of sunshine even if it is my brother and it sits at home all day long thinking of you fondly and watching endless re-runs of match of the day. I’m on my way south with the entire contents of a florist pollinating on my fur jacket
Its already evening gone, its night, an awful night
Tipping the velvet
I can’t wake you. Your door is locked and your not picking up any phones. I tried
This is not free form poetry or monologue. It's a collection of messages I have received over the last seven years. They are anonymous and abstracted - just a collection of words in time. They remind me of growing and change.
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
archive +6.4
I’m in Banbury next to oxford recording some music. I finish tomorrow evening, what will you be up to?
Take the mad tin
Where have you been, I've finished recording and back now
I know. A slight party, get drunk and wake up the next morning thinking oh well
I had a dream about you last night. I was telling you how beautiful you were but your mouth was stretched from your chin to your eye. Sexy. I wish I knew what it meant.
I think it may have been the darkness
Bring it over here and I will steady the bitch. I was right about the darkness. Here I go, free tickets
I’m not a big fan of meaning and I know you’re not either
Next time you’re up in London you should be with me because I do fun things like enter internet competitions about bands
Yeah well lets both lie in our beds and dream about night time competition
Want to come over tonight?
Oh where the hell are you, not that I particularly miss you, but you just disappeared without a word, without a trace. I hope you’re all right
If you’ve got it, flaunt it
Take the mad tin
Where have you been, I've finished recording and back now
I know. A slight party, get drunk and wake up the next morning thinking oh well
I had a dream about you last night. I was telling you how beautiful you were but your mouth was stretched from your chin to your eye. Sexy. I wish I knew what it meant.
I think it may have been the darkness
Bring it over here and I will steady the bitch. I was right about the darkness. Here I go, free tickets
I’m not a big fan of meaning and I know you’re not either
Next time you’re up in London you should be with me because I do fun things like enter internet competitions about bands
Yeah well lets both lie in our beds and dream about night time competition
Want to come over tonight?
Oh where the hell are you, not that I particularly miss you, but you just disappeared without a word, without a trace. I hope you’re all right
If you’ve got it, flaunt it
Thursday, 7 October 2010
archive +6.3
Am I black enough for you?
I’m sorry to only just get back to you. Saturday was amazing, the people went crazy, it was wonderful. London is missing you, London being me
Do you think it is bad if I text him?
Just been given a five-hour lecture about the consequences of pranking and meddling with peoples’ lives. I’m the one who needs to be rescued
My father found out I made a myspace page for one of his friends
Thanks for trying
I’ve completely forgotten what we were talking about. I’m comfortable with it
I’m sorry to only just get back to you. Saturday was amazing, the people went crazy, it was wonderful. London is missing you, London being me
Do you think it is bad if I text him?
Just been given a five-hour lecture about the consequences of pranking and meddling with peoples’ lives. I’m the one who needs to be rescued
My father found out I made a myspace page for one of his friends
Thanks for trying
I’ve completely forgotten what we were talking about. I’m comfortable with it
Friday, 1 October 2010
archive +6.2
Have you bitten the bullet?
Well maybe they’re right. I wouldn’t stop until I got arrested
Pressure my cellular
Fuck off. It’s well fucking funny to wake me up at 5
Please never doubt yourself. I personally think you’re one in a million
I’m at work feeling sorry for myself. What the hell happened this weekend?
I misbehaved too hard all night, took silly drugs, feel bad about being mean to some girl, on a big come down, no sleep, melancholic. Not my best
Where are you?
Pity
Why do you think?
Steady on, I just though you might like to come over for a glass of wine
Gosh. How dreadful. But otherwise yes. I don’t know what any of that means. Guess you’re on your way back to oxford then
You’re a hard girl to follow, but then you’re doing 90 and writing this shit-got to love you
Well maybe they’re right. I wouldn’t stop until I got arrested
Pressure my cellular
Fuck off. It’s well fucking funny to wake me up at 5
Please never doubt yourself. I personally think you’re one in a million
I’m at work feeling sorry for myself. What the hell happened this weekend?
I misbehaved too hard all night, took silly drugs, feel bad about being mean to some girl, on a big come down, no sleep, melancholic. Not my best
Where are you?
Pity
Why do you think?
Steady on, I just though you might like to come over for a glass of wine
Gosh. How dreadful. But otherwise yes. I don’t know what any of that means. Guess you’re on your way back to oxford then
You’re a hard girl to follow, but then you’re doing 90 and writing this shit-got to love you
archive +6.1
I’m bringing back some industrial strength ex-soviet condoms and a pack of Marlboro lights
Me too
Seriously
That’s fucking disgusting
I’m back in Keble. My room has two desks. One is for you
I’m so sorry. You never know what he is thinking. I’m actually thinking of you all the time. Don’t give up
Apparently frogs taste of chicken. Did you eat any or was it just diet cock and cigarettes?
I thought I saw you but it was the woman from the library, you know the one who isn’t actually a librarian but tries hard to be
Do you want some cake and cigarettes? I must get out of this house
You’re internal please
I despise the fact you never pick up your phone
Bugger
I’m in the bottom the library
Fuck me. Its like the Keble & Child in here
I made that up
Keen
No, it got put down by accident
I’m too lazy to knock on your door
Decadence is the new black
Me too
Seriously
That’s fucking disgusting
I’m back in Keble. My room has two desks. One is for you
I’m so sorry. You never know what he is thinking. I’m actually thinking of you all the time. Don’t give up
Apparently frogs taste of chicken. Did you eat any or was it just diet cock and cigarettes?
I thought I saw you but it was the woman from the library, you know the one who isn’t actually a librarian but tries hard to be
Do you want some cake and cigarettes? I must get out of this house
You’re internal please
I despise the fact you never pick up your phone
Bugger
I’m in the bottom the library
Fuck me. Its like the Keble & Child in here
I made that up
Keen
No, it got put down by accident
I’m too lazy to knock on your door
Decadence is the new black
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